JUST PLAYED THE FOOL

                        FIRST IMPRESSION  KINDA SUCKS😕                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      Well things have not been on the very bright path for me. Maybe i am over pushing myself to something which i am not at all.Since i have done some really bad things in my past and people around usually remember me for only those stupid stuff i had done and not for the sacrifice and commitment i had done for others who touch my heart in their presence or came to me seeking help. To actually tell the the truth i think i kinda like it when i am bad, as my mind is always ocoupied with ECSTASY and in those days days i block out others opinion about me. WELL ITS GOOD TO BE BAD as I can actually spend some quality time on my own and i was at the peak of happiness. I should also let you know that   DRUGS and DEPRESSION  can really make one go nuts.I have been away from drugs for a very long time and have been keeping my mind  straight to start a new way of life, obviously that's my point of view but people who knew me during my bad times have no intention or even try to stop bragging about my pastlife and that's exactly how those disgusting bastards ruined my first day of college and here i am staring at this BLOG trying to decide whether my decission to start afresh from head was the right or the wrong decision i have made.